A sestina about writing a sestina

I cannot write a sestina.

I lack the ideas,

I lack the deep emotions

Necessary for such a task. What I do not lack is frustration

For this assignment that is so difficult

For one who is not the creative type.

I (try to) type

An emotional and enthralling sestina

But that is much too difficult.

All of my ideas

Are dead ends. All I feel is frustration.

No longer can I fathom other emotions.

Who possesses the emotions,

The type,

That do not concern frustration?

Rather, the kind suited for a sestina,

That craft ideas

For which understanding and enjoying is not too difficult?

Maybe it is I who is being difficult.

Dismissing my emotions,

Doubting my ideas,

And deleting everything I type.

This sestina

Will logically be about frustration.

The frustration

I feel from myself being so difficult

My sestina

Will lack my emotions

And will incorporate the mechanical feel as I type

Away my disposed ideas.

I trash my meaningful ideas

Instead opting for frustration

(I can be quite the angry type)

Maybe this isn’t so difficult

Especially when you eliminate emotions

(other than frustration) from a sestina.

My ideas were far too difficult

And caused more frustration than pleasant emotions

When I tried to type this sestina.

I am so tired and I doubt this sestina makes any sense, and if it does, then it most likely contradicts itself many times. I hope you enjoyed my angsty sestina about writing a sestina.